Every muscle inside my body screams out in utter pain- reflected in my contorted up face.
I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die
With each pedal, each rep of crunches, at the XXth push up, what just keeps me sane and keeps me going is the knowledge that this incredible pain will soon be over. I know I will survive (despite the morbid thoughts) and float in the high afterwards.
And sure enough -cool down- and the words of the track wash over me blissfully, a potent combination with the happy hormones.
"I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat out of my untrimmed chest, I believe in you, like a virgin you're Madonna and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind..."
Labels: Me, myself and I, Random Stuff
Ever the same...but things still change
In the midst of compiling some songs for my best friend's wedding, I realized as I combed through my collection of music, that it was such an eclectic, random mix of influences from the people I have or had in my life. People I love, have loved, have lost, have hurt. Been hurt by. Will always be fond of or close to.
For just a while as I played many familiar tunes, I dwelled on the memories that were associated with the specific song that was playing. Moments in a particular time, that had meant the world to me or I wanted to forget forever. Funny isn't it, how songs can make you recall poignantly.
But the melody of life stops for no one, no matter how much they wish.
How much I wished the lyrics would stop at the best of times, and yet I still stupidly, impossibly hope.
*I dedicate this song and post to you. I wish with all my heart things will be fine for you soon.*
"Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me, tell me everything you want me to be
"I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
"You're no burden, I assure, You tide me over"
Labels: Me myself and I
Testing Blogger App
Skylar Grey's Love the way you lie on repeat
At home on my comfy couch
Last person spoken to:
Okay this is a random nonsense post. I just wanted to test the Blogger iPhone app. Lol.
Oh saw the most bee-yoo-ti-fool complete rainbow today after work. Stopped my car to take some photos in the drizzle. It was worth it coz it made me happy. Rainbows are one of my favourite things. <3