It's 2am and it's late at night...
I'm having insomnia. It's actually been quite a while since I've had it.Perhaps it's because I've been LAPtop-less this past few months, perhaps I have less reason to be unable to sleep, perhaps work's been so exhausting I need all the sleep I can.
But tonight, I think it's mostly due to the mocha latte I had at Coffee Bean 4 hours plus ago with LAD. I knew I shouldn't have had it! I knew it to the very core of my being.
He told me I wouldn't be able to sleep, and he was right.
But I wanted it so much, I was feeling out of sorts, with a slight headache, and the warm, smooth, not-too-sweet liquid caffein goodness felt oh-so-rejuvenating at that time. A balm for my battered soul. Haha.
So here I am, not being able to sleep, yet not alert enough to edit. Instead, here I am blogging.
Mocha latte nonwithstanding, I'm feeling rather contemplative tonight. All sorts of questions are floating around in my brain.
Where am I gonna be in 5 years time?
What do I actually want out of life?
What food to snarfle during this 4-day long weekend in Ipoh?
What sort of parent do I want to be to my future kids (if any)?
Why do I feel I'm OK-normal sometimes and just plain weird other times?
How to get my passport renewed in time for trip to Cambodia?
What's the one thing that I would change, if I could change my life?
What should I get the brother for his birthday?
What to buy home for the parents?
Should I get an SLR camera?
What model to get?
How to get enough money to get that?
Does coffee give you gas?
Ponder ponder. I dunno-la, 'cept for the last! Brain is dead. Not functioning anymore.
Going to curl up in bed with Wind-up Bird Chronicle till blessed sleep decends.
posted by N.J.A.P.F. @ 2:22 AM
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