Insomniac
Tonight is one of those nights when sleep simply cannot come to me.My room light has been blinking in slow-mo Morse Code fashion, switched on and off by a restless me. I know not why I suffer this insomnia because I'm actually very tired especially mentally and emotionally.
I am sorry for neglecting my blog. I feel that much has happened in between my last post and now but yet, also so little. In many aspects, I think I've been walking around in circles. A question that was asked in the animated movie Coraline, struck a note with me, "How do you walk away from something, and then come towards it?" Walk around the world.
A pretty neat answer, I thought. That would explain how I seem to be right where I started all along- at the very beginning. Neither gaining nor losing. Not a bad thing, you might say. But in all honestly, I think this inertia eats at the very core of my being. Like if I ignore it long enough, one day I will wake up and I will no longer exist. Or at least, the me I am today will cease to be.
I do not know what is the point of this post. I do not also know what I can do to get myself out of this trying rut.
But the worst thing is, I'm old enough to know, nobody can help me figure this out.
Labels: Me, myself and I
posted by N.J.A.P.F. @ 2:06 AM
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